I'm Just Alice Bizarre

I feel like screaming, i look… I AM fucking disgusting, terrified to even go near scales incase i’ve put on the amount of i feel i have… how is it everytime i go home my mental shit hits the fan, every time i try and cry i physically cant, and it doesnt help i’m going to the dentist today for ages and i know that’ll fucking hurt too… fuck you depression and fuck you bulimia